Where's my cut of tea?

Date: Sunday, March 30, 2008
Time: 4:19 PM

My eyes is fucking swollen can !!

Baked pasta mornay

Meet up with hubby today

wake up at ard 11am plus ..

wake up bath and prepare

Left hse at ard 12pm plus

Bus-ed down to hubby hse

Reach at ard 1pm plus ....

Quarrel with hubby again due to some reason

Make me feel shag all the way from his hse till causeway

After that jiu okays liao

Hubby go withdraw money first ... den we were thinking wat to have our lunch plus dinner

So we go up cathay to get our movie ticket first

Watch FATAL MOVES, 5.15pm

And also AN EMPIRESS AND WARRIORS, 7.40pm

MOVIE MARATON !!!!!

Den go take neoprint ... dun really like the effect there

But still okays larhx =)

So in the end we settle down at BREEKS

Have our lunch plus dinner there

Proceed to Cathay for our movie

Only one word can describle the movie FATAL MOVES "ER XIN"

No wonder it's M18 .... fucking digusting can

My goosebump is standing through out the whole movie

Den have toilet break and settle down at GELARE

Have banana split basket ...

Rush over to the movie threater as we are late

This show is touching okays ... although i did not shed a tears

So i rate it 4/5 ...

Bike back to hubby hse .... rest awhile and left at ard 11pm

HOME SWEET HOME

LOVING MY HUBBY MORE AND MORE

HOPE YOU WILL LOVE ME LIKE I LOVE YOU

MUACKKKSSSSS

0Where's my boy?

Date: Saturday, March 29, 2008
Time: 10:38 PM

My eyes is swollen ... i also dunno why
It hurt okays !!
Meet up with Hubby today
Meet hubby at causeway den actually wan eat breakfast there
But in the end hubby going 768
So we go do something liao den go buy our breakfast
Back to hubby hse ...
Hubby sms stella disturb her ... HAHAS
Sorry shirley.lovely cannot accompany you to orchard =(
Meet up real soon okays ....
Quarrel with hubby....
He keep say wan hong she hong her make me fucking angry
Although i noe he's joking !! i can take any joke but NOT THIS
Den hubby say sorry liao i also say sorry liao jiu okays
Den hubby say he very tired wan sleep liao
Den i jiu ask him not to go out together seen he so tired
Ask him to be back home by 12am if he going out
Den he pretend never hear and dun wan answer me
So i keep say and say and say
In the end quarrel ... But of coz i win
This time i really cannot keep everything and not saying it out
so i just say everything out
Boy wat do you wan me to do ?
U always go out until so late
Den the next day i meet you
You sleep and i stone there
U sometime promise to watch movie
But cancel every plan because u wake up late
Do u noe how sad i feel, Do you noe wat i wan is just so simple
I dun allow u to go out but u say everything is plan
Do u think i'm so cruel to break ur plan between u and ur plan
But u did not even to bother to ask me before u comfirm with them
So what do u wan me to do? i can't even control you.
Do u noe how i'm feeling ?
My tears like coming out but in the end never
So after saying all hubby stone for awhile
Den he jiu ask me to come over den he kiss me
After that tell me he promise to bring me for movie, buy anything i like and go eat
But i dun wan this, all i wan is ur time for me and ur care and love
And also ur appreciate for everything i do !!
But forget it as noe one really noe what i wan =(
Den hubby go sleep i jiu watch tv
He wake up liao prepare den go over causeway
Slack at causeway awhile jiu home sweet home
Actually wan meet stella and jeryl but they nv reply me so i nv meet them

0Where's my boy?

Date: Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Time: 7:32 PM

Boy do you noe how i feel now ?
Do you no all i wan from you is just so simple?
I just wan you to change the way of talking to me
I just wan you to care for me more
I just wan you to be faithful
Which girl would every wish to see this kind of drama in their relationship?
Which girl would every wish to see their boy hiding things from them?
Which girl would every wish to shed tears almost everyday?
Are you willing to change for me ?
Are you willing to tell me everything?
Are you willing to give me the answer for the question in my heart ?
I have change for you
I become a reasonable person
I give you all the freedom you wan as i noe you will never listen to what i say
I try to my very best to understand you
I try my best to noe what you really wan and shower you with all my love and care
But boy did you ever appreciate all the things i do for you ?
Did you noe i give up all my time just for you ?
Did you noe how i wish i can stay by ur side every sec ?
If you really appreciate then can you show some changes ?
I love you more than i ever expect !!!

0Where's my boy?

Date: Sunday, March 23, 2008
Time: 11:11 PM

Sis doing Geo project at home today

Wake up at 12pm plus as jian come

Have fried rice for breakfast plus lunch

Den ard 1pm plus chen hong come

Follow by stamford ...

Den go outside smoke that time yanfu come

Den Pohsuan.LP come last

Cannot stand stamford and jian

They just can't stop suan-ing and playing with each other

Den shiwei come next ... So long nv see him liao so ask him to come slack

Dunno they doing project or play viwawa !!

Pohsuan left first ...

Den Jian and hong go jian hse to return bike

Follow by stamford as he wan go cut hair

Den jian and hong come back liao

Prepare and go TM

Go find dasao but she say she at home liao

So go pasa malam walk walk awhile jiu back home

Wait for bro, dasao and dad at hse downstair

Den Go drive mum from her work place

Go over to people park to buy shampoo, body bath and more

Den go over to have our dinner at dunno where

Over to giant to buy drinks, food and some snack

Home sweet home after that =)

Angry with hubby for not calling me last night when he reach home !!!!!!

Feeling moody this few day due to some reason

Dun like the feeling of sharing my love one with other

So boy, can u tell me do you love me more or she?

I NO YOU DO READ MY BLOG AND YOU NOE WHICH SHE I'M REFERING TO

SO TELL ME YOU LOVE WHO MOST ?

If you love her most, i'm willing to let go

No point leaving you by my side but ur heart is not with me

I love you,i really do

That's the reason i hate sharing my love one with other

And which girl will ever wish that ?

If u love me most den why dun u just tell her u have a stead

If i'm not wrong u did not tell her that u have me in ur life

If not she will not be perstering u rite ?

I need a break, i really need

I'm sick and tired of all this ...

Can someone just tell me wat i shld do to solve this problem

By not ending this relationship ?

0Where's my boy?

Date:
Time: 12:11 AM

Have a big quarrel with hubby last night

And i cry for one hour

Thanks marcus for the concern and ur invisible shoulder

So sleep at 7am last night

Wake up at 11am ... i actually sleep for 4 hours only

Wash my school shoe and help mum with some chores

Prepare and left hse

Sorry ashley.sweety for not going orchard with you

Meet up real soon okays =)

Over to hubby hse ....

Okays slack awhile and wait for hubby to get ready

Bike down to admarilty to buy lunch

Have KFC .... Den bike back hubby hse

Damn bloated can ...

Sweety call and ask if i wan go sing K but with hubby so nv

Den ard 6pm fall asleep

Set alarm and wake up at 8.30pm

Hubby wake up and find his phone switch off

Switch it on and many ppl miss call him

Den he call back all and he going DXO

Was a little piss as i feel that i'm being PS can

Moody all the way ... actually going jazz meet stella but dun wan drink

So nv go over ... Wan meet jian to slack but he say he tired

In the end and go home ... So early can =(

0Where's my boy?

Date: Saturday, March 22, 2008
Time: 4:20 AM

从没有为了谁
不顾安危付出一切
好的女人有那么多
少了我的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
你很难受
我愿意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛
再多坎坷我都陪你走

0Where's my boy?

Date:
Time: 2:09 AM

jeryl zilian

Meet up with stella and jeryl today

Actually wan meet shirley.lovely but she going out with her mum

Den wan meet pohsuan.laopo but she meeting her stead

Wan meet ashley.sweety but in the end cancel

Actually wan go sing k but nobody to call

Wan go watch movie in the end never

Wan meet out slack but no place go so maybe meet other day

Wait for jeryl at stella hse downstair

He so long worx ...

Den we wait for stella downstair ... at downstair talk talk and smoke

Then stella call so we go up

Slack at her hse till 7pm den down to coffee shop

Have our dinner there

Thanks jeryl for the treat =)

Go over to their friend hse for majong session

Den me and stella go downstair talk and smoke

Talk alot with stella about relationship thing

We are actually facing the same problem

Really feel better after telling everything to her

Den we go up and slack till 11.30pm

Cab home and Quarrel start again

No one is perfect

But i'm already trying my very best to be the best stead

But have u ever appreciate anything i do

Did u ever even concern much for me

Can u just tell me wat kind of stead u wan

U say i treat u too good

Isn't this wat u wan

Treating u good also my fault ?

Wat can i do then ?

If i become a stead which treat u bad will you love me more ?

Next time u say break again

I will really let you go

I will respect

0Where's my boy?

Date: Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Time: 3:32 PM

School is boring today

Last lesson geo almost half of the class go for heats

But mr chan still wan us to present our project

As we haven complete the notes yet so we are out

Den end lesson at 2.45pm

Cab home ... prepare and left hse at ard 3pm plus

wait for the bus for so long

Take 168 down to meet hubby

Den bike down to 768 to rent VCD

Buy dinner and bk to hubby hse

Watch the VCD we rent and eat our dinner

Okay now i'm fucking scare of dark

As yesterday someone jump down the building near my hse here

I'm freaking Scare okays

So i was telling hubby later he must accompany down

As i dun dare to take lift alone

So ard 10pm hubby bike me to causeway

Den home sweet home

And i actually wait until got ppl wan take lift den i take lift with them

HAHAS ....

i know i may be silly for making this decision

but who knows what gonna happen next

who know if i'm right ? maybe i'm wrong

so afterall trust the one you love

no matter u noe something bad happen but just give in

this is the way to last the relationship

although i maybe the one crying everyday

but at least i noe i did try my very best to make everything perfect

SO JUST BELIEF IN MY DECISION OKAYS ?

0Where's my boy?

Date: Sunday, March 16, 2008
Time: 10:45 PM

Meet up with hubby together

Go over his hse at morning

Hubby still sleeping so wait for him to wake up

Ard 1.30pm hubby wake up

Prepare and leave the house

When closing the door

Hubby wan go get his bike key

But in the end cannot find

So we find and find and find

In the end hubby left it at his bike there

Den cab down to his sis place

Inside the cab we were like keeping playing

First take picture

Den hubby wanted to do different expression with money

But in the end we reaching liao so forget it

Hubby sis baby birthday today =)

Slack at hubby sis hse till ard 5pm den jiu bk to hubby hse

Sleep and wake up at 7.30pm

Den jiu home sweet home !!!

Labels: HUBBY SIS BABY BIRTHDAY

0Where's my boy?

Date: Saturday, March 15, 2008
Time: 11:29 PM

Meet up with hubby early in the morning

Wake for hubby to prepare den we nbike down to 768 to buy food for her mum

Bk to his hse den hubby change clothe liao we jiu bike down to yishun

Pei hubby to clinic

Den hubby go buy 4D and soccer

Have chicken rice and some dim sum for lunch

Damn bloated !!!!

Den bike to hubby cousin hse

Hubby friend at there put tatoo

His friend like dying , face turn so pale

Den while waiting for hubby turn we play with the baby

Ard evening accompany hubby down to POSB

Den buy durian .... while inside the lift i accidentally make until the durian

My leg bleed lorhx =(

Den eat durian .... very sweet make my throat so uneasy

Den hubby turn to make ...

Den went down to help hubby do thing

when go back to his cousin hse i nv go inside the room instead i stay outside watch tv

I hate the tiak-tiak-tiak sound of the machine of the tatoo .... make my goosebump stand

Look so painful can ...

den ard 10pm plus left his cousin hse and go over to S21

have porridge and some vegetable, egg and fishcake

Den hubby bike me to causeway

Bus down to auntie hse as mum and co. over there

They play majong there while th rest of us play VIWAWA

Reach home at ard 4am =)

0Where's my boy?

Date: Thursday, March 13, 2008
Time: 4:30 PM

Wake up at ard 1pm
Brush teeth and bath
Wake hubby up at ard 3pm as i'm going home soon
Make thing for hubby and myself to eat
Watch the VCD which hubby rent
Den when i going home hubby ask me to cab home as it's raining
So caring rite =)
Left hubby hse at ard 5pm
HOME SWEET HOME

Labels: BACK HOME

0Where's my boy?

Date: Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Time: 4:20 PM

Wake up at 6.40am to help hubby make his toothbrush
Den 6.45am wake hubby up
Now den i noe why i always call hubby to ask him wake up but he still will late
Cause he always say okays okays but back to bed again
i spend almost 15min to wake him up
Den he go prepare liao jiu gonna leave hse soon
He take his hse key along cause he will be back quite early as he take half day
So i go back to sleep .... wake up at ard 11am plus
Brush my teeth and bath
Watch the tv while waiting for hubby
Ard 12pm hubby call and say he not sure if he can go yet as he make spoil his sir ruler
Hubby was saying that just a ruler dunno why his sir get so fed up
So staying alone at his hse again =(
I'm really bored so ask affia to come find me but i no key cannot go out
Den i ask her to come liao i jiu jump down from hubby kitchen
Affia was like " dun wan larhx later wan meet u become go hospital"
Den i say call those locker
affia was like " later his hse lock spoil arhx"
Den i say arbo i go find the window key den climb out from window
But i cannot find so forget it .... Fall asleep and hubby hug me when his back
Got shock ....
Den hubby order pizza ... Den he go down to press money and pay his fine
He also go rent this .. the pizza hut ppl come so early but hubby not back yet
So i ask the person to wait as even if i got money i also no key to take the pizza in
The person was so fed up can ... Hubby come back liao pay the money the person jiu go liao
Okays was damn bloated as hubby order too many liao
Left it in the fridge and we watch the VCD which hubby rent
Not really about horror movie larhx ....
Ard 11.30pm bike down to 888plaza to find hubby friend
Den wait for hubby friend at the bus-stop ...
Cab down to boat quay to drink ... Den left at ard 3am
Over to other pub ... Nv drink as find it weird and i also dun like to drink infront of stead =)
Den 6am go over to coffee shop to eat ... But hubby and me nv eat as we are not hungry
Den hubby so tired dat he fell asleep at my shoulder =)
Ard 7am wait for cab .... back to 888 plaza to get hubby bike
Bike back to hubby hse den K.O
Damn tired

Labels: STAYING AT HUBBY HSE DAY 2

0Where's my boy?

Date: Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Time: 4:14 PM

Wake up at ard 9am
And i'm the only one at home
Everyone off to work while sis off to malaysia
Prepare and left hse at ard 10am
Bus down to hubby hse
Wait for him at his house
Fall asleep as i'm really tired
Wake up at ard 3pm and start to help hubby clean his room
Damn dusty lorhx .... wanted to sweep the floor but the broom is wet due to rainy day
So finish everything by 5pm
Watch tv ... Hubby call and say he not coming home so early due to the rain
So hubby only reach home at ard 6pm plus
Wait for hubby to bath hao and i also bath hao jiu go downstair to buy thing
Hubby cooking again =)
Den start to cook .... dun wan to waste time if not later we very late den eat
In the end we start at ard 7pm plus and end at 9pm
OMG we actually cook so long ...
As usually we cook to much and we cannot finish it
So left it at the kitchen for hubby parents and jiu clean up the mess in the kitchen
Den we watch tv until 10pm plus jiu want to sleep liao
As hubby still need to go back to camp tml =(
help hubby to massage awhile den we jiu sleep liao =)

Labels: STAYING AT HUBBY HSE DAY 1

0Where's my boy?

Date: Monday, March 10, 2008
Time: 7:55 AM

HUBBY !! And this is the last time i call u that
Our relationship ended just of small matter
I feel unfair, really unfair
All the words seem to be so real
It's hurtful. Why are u so cruel towards me ?
Remember my last message for you ?
I'm waiting for ur return !!
I'm not giving up u or letting other girl enter ur life
I'm just giving u a break !!
After the break, When you return back to me
I will become a better girl . *PROMISE*
Say i'm selfish for keeping you by my side after so much lie
Say i'm selfish for not letting you go
Say i'm selfish for not giving you the chance to find a better girl
BUT ISN'T LOVE SELFISH ?
I'm not that strong to give someone i love to others
I'm not that strong to see someone i love with other girls
I'm not that strong to put everything down and forget it
I'm not that strong to not even shed a tears when thing really happen
GOODBYE, MY LOVE !!! WAITING RIGHT HERE, SAME PLACE FOR YOU

Labels: WAITING FOR UR RETURN

0Where's my boy?

Date: Sunday, March 09, 2008
Time: 10:25 PM

Out with dasao, bro and sis
Went AMK hub for movie
Watch rule 1
Not really that scary
Don't really noe wat the ending is talking about
Den we go have dinner at market
Den over to cousin hse as sis want to get clothes
She going malaysia with the school for geo trip
I'm not going anyway =)
So i'm gonna miss u get okays =(
Back home and quarrel again

hubby, i'm really sorry if i break your plan for our anniversary
but do you have to be so angry about it ?
do you have to say those nasty word to hurt me ?
I really dunno wat i did wrong this time
I tell you the truth u angry
when i did not tell you about it you angry
wat's wrong with you nowadays ?
u get fucking angry over small matter
you always wanna break whenever we quarrel
Do you noe every nasty word u say really hurt me
My tears is flowing almost everyday
It is like a process to me everyday you noe ?
BOY CAN YOU JUST GIVE ME TIME TO PROVE TO YOU HOW MUCH U MEANT TO ME ?

0Where's my boy?

Date: Saturday, March 08, 2008
Time: 10:56 PM

Meet up with hubby today

Quarrel again !!

Meet him at causeway den bike back his hse

At his hse slack

Hubby fall alseep but awhile jiu wake up liao

Hubby angry as i not beside him , i go to the toilet

awhile later everything fine liao

Down to minimart to buy ingredient as hubby wan cook

Den back to his hse and let everything defrost first

Ard 7pm wan cook den find out no oil

Down to buy oil again

Back home and hubby cook ...

Ard 9pm hubby cousin come ... slack awhile den jiu left liao

Finish cooking at ard 10pm

Eat and watch tv ... HOME SWEET HOME at 11pm

Labels: HUBBY FIRST TIME COOK FOR ME

0Where's my boy?

Date:
Time: 12:28 PM

School is boring

Home sweet home after school

Prepare and left hse at ard 4pm plus

Bus down to hubby hse

Wait for hubby to prepare hao jiu left his hse

Bike down to my hse

Meet zhiwei, stella and jeryl at my hse downstair

Den back to my hse for majong session

Actually want to play at the living room but dad at home they PS

So play inside my room

I stone there chat with ppl, do homework, watch movie

They seem to be like having fun =)

Den they play until 11pm

Den we go downstair slack awhile

Hubby cannot bike backa s got roadblock

Zhiwei suggest to go jazz together but hubby dun wan

So hubby just bike back while the rest go jazz

Den me home sweet home =)

Labels: MAJONG SESSION

0Where's my boy?

Date: Friday, March 07, 2008
Time: 12:00 PM

Go school as usual

Assembly at form teacher homeroom as it's raining

Was feeling so tired so sleep awhile

Den the CHUA TOK HAI wan see me

Brainwash me and ask me not to sign up for science 'O' level

Den i was like dun wan den he say u have no other choice

WTF MAN !!! Fucking school with Fucking teacher

Nvm i will show U that may mid-year exam i will pass all

And even if i have to pay more for science i will try my very best to get A1

Prove to those teacher who look down on student !!!

OKAYS was like fucking angry... no mood for studies on that day

Home sweet home after school

Prepare and meet up with hubby

Mum cook curry so i bring down for hubby

Slack at hubby hse till ard 10pm jiu home sweet home

Labels: Fucking teacher and school

0Where's my boy?

Date: Tuesday, March 04, 2008
Time: 8:59 PM

Wake up at 530am
Bath and prepare
Left hse at 6.15am
Today stamford damn early de larhx
Always tamford early den jian will come late de
Reach school jiu at foyer sit until bell room
Den back to form teacher homeroom
After read finish newspaper jiu sleep
Wake up at 800am as lesson start liao
Have math so stay at miss pow homeroom
Today she teach shading ... It's quite easy just that you have to understand the question
Den have 2hours of A-math lesson
Teacher nv give us back our log test as xuren haven take the test
So we learn new thing today ... was damn sleepy so fall asleep
Den teacher wake me up ask me go wash up but i dun have
After one hour teach give us break ... go drink water den back to lesson
Awake liao jiu listen and finally understand liao =)
Recess nv eat ... Den have physics
Teacher continue teaching chapet 19, Transformer
Den have SS, go in miss wong homeroom saw alot of ants at yihui table
My goosebump all stand ... damn scare ants de larhx
Last lesson chemistry, actually doing practical but almost whole class nv bring the book
So teacher go through notes ... BORING
Home sweet home after school =)

0Where's my boy?

Date: Sunday, March 02, 2008
Time: 11:55 PM

Meet up with hubby today

Left hse at ard 2pm plus

Go downstair help hubby buy noodle den jiu go over his hse

Den slack at hubby hse watch tv

Help hubby massage den he fall alseep

Always his phone call wake him up from his sweet dream

So he wake up at ard 7pm plus

Den he go prepare liao we jiu cab down to civis center to get his bike

Bike down to 768 .... go buy prepaid card first den off to bakery shop to buy bread

Nv sell the bread hubby one so he was so sweet to buy my egg tart for me =)

Den we go shop and save to buy

Hubby was complaining that cause of all the bangala so the bread sell so fast

cause they always cook curry .... LOLX

Den i go buy bread while hubby go buy crab and vegetable

Bike back to hubby hse to have our dinner

Den slack till 10pm jiu home sweet home

Labels: MEET HUBBY

0Where's my boy?

Date: Saturday, March 01, 2008
Time: 11:35 PM

Morning meet up with martin for our CIP

Walk over to bedok library to collect our tin and sticker

After that go inter eat liao den bus home

Sleep and wake up at ard 11am plus

Change to PE attire and wear slipper back to bedok 8 phone booth to meet up with martin and co.

Den walk over to bedok library to find them as they over there liao

Den martin tell me he inside the library so i go inside the children floor to find them

They say cannot hand-in the tin yet as nobody there

Ard 1pm we go and actually the place where we hand-in the tin is different from where we collect

Den they give us our allowance... 2bucks =)

Bus home ... Reach home prepare and cab down to hubby hse

After all the quarrel everything is alright

Bike down to blk 19 to have lunch

Eat BA KUT TEK ... Damn bloated

Bike back to hubby hse as he wan to change

Den bike down to causeway ... hubby go out while me

HOME SWEET HOME

meet sis at the liang zhi jia there as yanfu going have dinner with us

sis seem to be like scare and nervous as this is the first time she bring yanfu to this kind of family gathering ... Den call cousin to see where she den she call us faster come coffee shop

Den our table is so call the "youngster" ... and also the noise one

Ard 9pm plus sing birthday song for ahma as today her birthday

Den nephew go blow the candle so funny larhx ...

After that everyone come my house for majong session

And i actually fall asleep =)

Labels: AH MA BIRTHDAY

0Where's my boy?